It feels good to get that last post off my chest. I caught you in a lie, and I hope you all feel stupid. It's okay. Whatever. Rich kids will only ever truly get rich kids. Marx was right, it's a class thing. I just don't relate to what it must feel like to never having to wear your heart on your sleeve, or carrying family burdens like a crux. Whatever, enjoy your golden life while I'll be busy trying to build mine. You are fake, pretentious, nauseating and just negative energy. You all were great to have around during the good times and for fun, but when shit hits the fan or when I represent too much reality for you all, deuces. Fine. Suck a turd.

I need to work on my paper. Like for real. It's due Friday and I have a lot to do on it.

I keep getting this panicky stressed feeling where all I want to do is run away and masturbate. Ahhhh! No. I need to focus. I just need to focus and get shit done. One step before the other. Thank god Bob gave me a bag of 300 lollipops because at the rate I'm going at I'll need at least 50 a day. It's my thing.

Anyways, I had a great night tonight helping Bob film a project for his class. After wards we all went to Panera and got food and just dropped jokes. It was nice. And it was so nice to see Emily so happy. It was definitely an awesome study break.


MY GOALS FOR TONIGHT:
Finish my cst proposal
Finish organizing my paper
Write 3 to 5 pages on my paper
Take my makeup off, brush my teeth and bed

GOALS FOR TOMORROW:
Wake up at 7/8
Breakfast
Work on my paper til 1:30
(get to at least 8 or 12 pages)
Pick up Bo at 2:00 for his interview
Bring him to interview
Dinner @ home
Finish and edit paper
Email it to Melissa
Bed

GOALS FOR FRIDAY:
Wake up 7/8
Breakfast
Readings
Shower
Meet at Thirsty Mind @ 9:30
Work @ 11:30
Work 12 to 6
Create outline for English paper
Start packing (?)

GOALS FOR SATURDAY/SUNDAY:
Wake at 8
Gym
Shower/ Get ready for Family Party
Pack for Boston
Go to Family party
Go to Boston
Get Wasted<3
Come Home Sunday
Work on English Paper

GOALS FOR MONDAY:
Work on English paper/
Finish english Paper
Pack

GOALS FOR TUESDAY:
PACK, GO HOME


There it is folks. My whole finals schedule. I just gotta stay motivated now.