You seem chill?

So I'm trying to flirt, no big deal. I have a secret, but anyways, it has resulted in me meeting new people and now I'm trying to hook in this one girl, and some guys. Keep it cool, keep it cool.

OH MY GOD. IT'S 2011!!! Yayyy! I spent the New Years with my girl Emily. Cool, calm and collected. I love that girl. She is bomb and seriously one of the most genuine people ever. I'm so glad she's in my life. I hope she stays there. She also has a special thing going on. I'm so excited for her as she deserves it and I hope it's friggin wonderful.

PS, I'm really wondering how swiss cheese like your brain is. Did you not get any of my texts before? Or the big finale text? Then you ask me to cuddle. I don't know. I don't fucking get it dude. It's like you have a radar for when I'm finally on my way you butt back into my life. Make a choice, seriously. STOP FUCKING WITH ME. Just fuck me, that's all.

Anyways, I love Emily and her aunt and her fam in general. I can't get over what a great weekend I had with them. I really did.
Crazy huh.

I also decided I love taking the bus. I took the bus all summer in Croatia and I love it. I loved driving from Atlantic City to NYC to Springfield. I loved seeing all the cities and the people. Traffic, pssh, no biggie. We drove through Harlem. That was the first time I had ever been inside New York. I know, I'm sheltered in a way. I want to live there so bad. I want to travel so bad. I want to live on a bus! And drive through everything. Maybe get out once in awhile...but!, I want to go go go.

Now I've tired myself out. I wish I was cuddling into someone right now as I deal with the anxiety of tomorrow. I always overexcite myself for nothing. Tomorrow begins my Jterm 2011 experience, and it's just a dinky two credit course but I'm like PUMPED for it. It's on memory and why we forget. I think I'm going to start a regiment of good habits tomorrow, like waking up and working out and stuff.

Well, I'm off then. Happy NEW YEAR!!! Time to fucking livemylife!!!! <3