Dilly dally

I spend so much time in a world and place other than the one I am really in. My mind needs a leash as I find it all over the place. Perhaps that's what my mother means when she says I need to start walking on the ground more.

What a funny week. What a funny morning I should say. I want to start waking up earlier. There's a sort of calm everywhere in the wee hours of the day where being alone is almost a prerequisite. My body, probably due to the cold meds, makes me wake up at weird 5 o'clock, 6 o'clock beats and like a primeval instinct I always look outside. I'm supposing this is peace. Well, for me. I know a lot of people who dread the dawn of an oncoming day, or certain day. The day of reckoning, of judgment, of passing...judgment. Ew.

I'm excited to start my new diet tomorrow. I shouldn't say diet; it's more of a life change. I don't want to put crap in my body anymore, I'd rather successfully have a good route for crap to leave my body ;). I miss my swimmer body, but it's ok. I feel positive about what I'm going to mold and sculpt out of myself. And I feel like I have a good group of friends too who are supportive. Emily and Stef are into being more healthy, and they both look fantastic already. I would have started sooner but this illness had me pinned.

My eye is so red. It's the left one. I look like a demon. I hate it :(

I bought my astronomy book. It's freakin awesome. I am actually excited for this science course. In actuality, I am excited for all my courses. I can already tell this is going to be a much better semester than last semester. So much freer, so much more to look forward to.

K, well I have shit to do. xoxo

Andrea Gibson up nexttt<3