100 Days start tomorrow. Today, getting out of the shower, I looked in the mirror and almost cried. It's not that I was disgusted or freaked out, it's just I didn't recognize the person standing there. It's not who I am. This is not who I am!
So, I've decided to take agency and to fully come into myself. I'm taking life by the balls; everything is going to change: my organization, my habits, my shit. I have to get this show on the road. No one's going to do it for me. Also, I realize I have so much ambition for my life, so much stuff I want to do and I get motivated for like 12 hours and then before I know it, it's gone, or somehow I feel stupid for even wishing such a thing. Well, I'm high on it now, motivation I mean, so I might as well ride the wave and see where it gets me.
So. 100 days. Tomorrow. I am ready. I start by pulling an all nighter haha. So counter productive, yet, I have a lot to do/prepare for a change of this magnitude.
I do want to stress that I am happy. I really am. What I'm doing now is simply for me and for towards a better quality of life.
Today I had pho with Jenna and her partner Nancy. I missed them so much. It so nice to see them and a completely worthwhile sacrifice of time. They are magnificent. I want them in my pocket forever burning holes with their hot hot love and passion haha. Ohh man, miss them already.
I made a certain someone a 'Get Well' assortment. :)
Wish me luck<3
(Yes, I like you :)).
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