I am ceramic china chafed thighs in vanilla smoke skies.
I am hollowed out chicken bone sheets on inked out sleeves.
Terror wiped eyes on children book faces,
The dawn will bring a truth too quenched to fulfill.
Our bodies are swollen and woolen, full of the water,
Full of the hateful lanolin carded off sheep and fowl, foul play
not necessary.
I am
Running out of time for pieces to fit, for sense
To make right, for might to fly.
Things are never what they seem, when the
Mirror is already cracked and bruised,
Like old summer shoes, our skin is peeling
to older dreams, too brainy to care.
You are witty water worked paper on sanded down pillow cases,
Where I lay my head down and dream of knives and
bloody rat races.
The cheese the prize, the sore the bore, we eat
the fat off the land like some condensed whore; add more
milk. Set to boil. Forget.
(tbc)
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A delightful weekend, indeed. The Oscars were today, I completely did not know. I looked up the nominees and realized I did not see a single film on the lists, except Alice in Wonderland? Haha, so sad. That's what I'm going to do, I 'm going to watch movies more often! Oh if time only allowed it.

http://teaser-trailer.com/movies-2010.html

I'm so sleepy but I have homework to do.
This week should be a little hectic. I'm a little nervous. Last week was nice because things were switched around, however I got nothing done. Bad! Bad, bad, bad!

My throat still hurts. I don't think I remember what it was like to be healthy. This is awful. Absolutely awful. I don't want to cough any more, I don't want to blow my nose, I don't want to grimace when I swallow. Goddamn.

Well, I'm off to do astro. I'm going to the gym in the morning. I love working out. It helps me zone out for a few and just work my body. I miss being an athlete, sometimes. Oh well, I have my goals in sight. It's going to happen!